Top 5

It was just sex – it’s not like I loved them… It’s been a few days since we broke up. You came to my house so we could talk in person because our conversations on the phone weren’t going well. I was flashing back on our time together with painful clarity while subconsciously trying to […]

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The Phone Call

Am I in an emotionally abusive relationship? Last night you called me and broke me with precision I had never experienced. Your technique was flawless, your delivery direct and the repercussions irreversible. I decided to write it down so when my memory starts to rewrite history and I am compelled to tell you I love […]

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Clouded

What happens when you can no longer trust your own opinion? I’m often indecisive about everything, from what I feel like eating to what show to watch. But the one thing I have always had clarity on is how  I feel in a relationship. But lately, I’ve met someone that’s left me clouded. Does she […]

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Seeing Double

What happens when you realise your new girlfriend is a version of your ex? Getting over my ex when I was 21 took the wind out of me. It left my unbalanced and numb, simultaneously and I proceeded down a messy road of putting myself back together and coming to turns with my sexuality – […]

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Holding My Breath

Don’t you see? Don’t you understand? You’re the love of my life. I can’t leave you. But you’re constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone. Not your friends. But you leave me. So I’m asking you, if you don’t see a future for us, if […]

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Happy Anniversary

My girlfriend and I’s relationship has been the definition of fast, it’s essentially the song 7 days in real-life. We met online Started dating on our first date Said I love on the second Spoken to each other every day, ever since And true to our relationship our one month anniversary was messy. We got […]

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Just Friends

Epilogue: My time with my former crush will be forever be dubbed “The One With the Crazy” in my mind. But I wanted to write about it one last time, to make sure I don’t forget my final realisation after I bumped into her this past weekend.   I went out for a drink and noticed […]

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The Loop

What happens when you meet someone and are faced with two options. With the information you have, you believe there are only two outcomes. Only to realise there was actually only one outcome all along, regardless of what you chose… Option 1: Tell her the truth and this first date will be your last. Option 2: Keep […]

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Filter

When I like someone, I go from zero-100. There is no in between, I do not stop at go and apparently I do not filter any story. Which actually works against me because I live an eclectic life, to say the least. So a question as simple as how was week, leads me down a […]

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Therapist

I like the idea of me, in theory i’m a catch…but in reality I’m a mess. I get in my way a lot and as amazing as i think i am, I’m starting to judge the people that have seen this messy side of me and still want to date me. Let me explain; I […]

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